Someone please tell me these mood swings get better. I totally need a hug right now, but I need a chill pill first. lol
It started earlier with my cousin's girlfriend talking about how when SHE gets pregnant she's going to do this and she's going to do that and I should be doing this and blah blah fucking blah. I told her that when she got pregnant THEN she could come and give me advice and until then, I wouldn't be getting my advice from HER
so she left and my cousin got mad.
Then I apologized and he got over, and we decided to play some PS2 and he kept beating me at our racing game... Which made me mad again
I realized what a twat I was being about the whole situation, and what I had to be thankful for, and my mood considerably changed for the better. But then I started thinking about my boyfriend and how often I DON'T get to see him, and how I'm going to have to basically swing the move without him and I broke down and started crying.
All the while my cousin is trying his best to console me without making it worse and getting more frustrated by the second
so I left and drove around for a little while.....which was probably not the smartest move but it made me feel better...
Sorry for that, I'm sure it was hard to follow..