I've done that a lot. ha ha

And there's been times where I'm out shopping with Mrs. WI and we'll see something that she knows revs my engine and say "oh great...now you'll be shaking the bed in the middle of the night again".

She'll also do something intentionally suggestive just because she knows it gets to me and I'll tell her "just stand there for a minute...I want a good memory of that for later". I wonder if that's why most of my masturbatory fantasies feature women that are rolling their eyes.

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Though I am different from you,
We were born involved in one another.

For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.

Complete surrender should not just come at moments in which one faces overwhelming odds, but in the calm when it seems one is personally in complete control of one's life.