First off, like Whitehorse said, "Don't give up.. we're not ALL like that!"

I feel bad for you, it not being anything like it should have been for your first time! Doesn't sound to me like this guy was very experienced AT ALL... OK, he may have had sex with a few/lot of girls, but as he showed, that DOESN'T necessarily make him any good!! And as far as leaving after 20 minutes... well, I know you said there's "more to that story", but IMHO he needs his ass kicking for that alone!!

Apart from the sex itself (WHEN it's good!) I think the cuddling up afterwards is just the best feeling there is.. unless we've done it somewhere that we CAN'T cuddle (like in the kitchen or somewhere!) the Angel and I ALWAYS cuddle.. usually til we fall asleep!!

*Gets down off his soapbox*

I hope your next time (and there WILL be a next time, won't there?!) your partner is much more thoughtful and loving (BTW, you can be loving, but not IN love.... though both is GREAT!!) so you can experience sex the way it SHOULD be... it'll blow your mind!!

DM

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The selfish, they're all standing in line
Faithing and hoping to buy themselves time
Me, I figure as each breath goes by
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