I have had the same experience and it pretty much sucks. The only advice I can give is that time makes it easier. And you picked the perfect place to vent. Hang in there, and if you need to vent (bitch, moan, whatever ), we're right here.

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Clever? Nah, I ran out of that years ago. But if you find this, let me know, k?
"The road goes ever on..." ~ Tolkien

In memory of my friend skip...
Go then, there are other worlds than these