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You and your husband need to sit down and talk to each other. Be honest, without trying to hurt, be supportive without throwing issues back and forth. Trying to make him jealous isn't going to solve your problems, but add to them hun.

I have been following your threads the past week with interest and empathy for what you are feeling, and the confusion that your feelings are bringing you. Striking out and trying to make him jealous, I am afraid, may make your situation worse.......

Conversation is the key... it won't be easy, but if he means as much to you as you say, he is going to be worth it.

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