I have a tough time deciding...

Part of me thinks that 1987 would be a pivital point in my past... to return to my high school love.. and truly fight for what I wanted instead of running into the military like I did.... but alas.. if I were to do that.. the paradox would be that I wouldn't have my son... toooo high of a price to pay.

Another possibility would be to turn back the clock to the late 50's early 60's... what a great time to have been a teenager.... Beach Blanket Bingo

But actually... I think if I could.. I would rather go forward..... into the future... 30 years from now... long enough to "know" the mistakes I had (will) make so that I could come back and not make them....