Man...I used to love that band Styx!

Oh...wait...um...nevermind!

LOL!

Anyway...to me, osuche...success is measured by how happy I am of my personal accomplishments. I have many accomplishments that will leave my mark on this earth when I am gone.

My Achilles heel is that I have yet to find the ultimate "personal" accomplishment of...WHAT I WANT TO BE WHEN I GROW UP! I don't have that insight, spark, dream...whatever you'd call it when someone knows their goals and goes for them with all the gusto they can muster! I don't know how to aquire it (whatever "it" is that I don't have) and I envy others for having it...especially right out of high school...but even later in life when the feeling hits them.

That song (forgot the name and the artist) that has the verse..."You want it all, but you can't have it. It's in your reach, but you can't grab it. What is "it"...Kind of a rap/head bangin tune...but damn if I can remember who did it?? Anyway...I get so depressed when I hear that fuckin song! I feel like they wrote it for me!

*sigh*



Good thread osuche!

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