Been getting meds for my depression now, and well one of the meds has this neat little side effect of killing my sex drive.

No seriously, I want that side effect because well here is the story.

I am 25 y/o. I live with my parents. I work at a McDonald's which is like the 7th job I have had in the two years I have graduated from college with an engineering degree. I won't ever use my degree and will always be working minimum wage. I have a mild form of autism where I can't learn social skills or read social skills despite being intelligent which causes everyone to think I am just a lazy prick. It's only a matter of time before I get fired again for saying the wrong thing to someone.

I have no money to go out. None of my friends have ever seen a girl of legal age that is single with no kids. All my friends agree with me that it is futile I try to seek out love. (Funny they didn't thing that until about two years ago when I just went down hill and became a total fuckup.) I don't believe in God so I don't go to church, and really would you believe in a God who created your mind to be intelligent in useless things like math and science, but you can't learn social skills and unlike someone who is retarded you aren't innocent and retain a normal sex drive. In short, I will never meet any women let alone the right woman.

Despite all this I am horny and no amount of praying or devirting myself can do it. The pills miraculously cure my sex drive and I can go on with life ignoring beautiful women as I should to begin with.

I ain't got them in yet though so I have to fucking vent what is wrong with me.

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Well sir that seems to be someone else's problem.