Lilith,

Well, let's see I could see very little in being a useless storehouse of information, good at math, and well in general interested in religions. (See I can no longer believe in a Christian god and well Paganism doesn't pay their clerics well.)

I was going to teach, but a few months substitute teaching in the inner city and all the obsticles that came with me getting a teaching certificate (money) just really killed that career path. Plus, as a person who has no social skills, I will probably be fired my first year as a professor or teacher for saying the wrong thing to a student. Trust me, I have been fired three times in six months and only keep my current job at McDonald's because a family member is got my back.

I don't have the money to seek counciling in learning social skills, plus there is nothing I have seen that social skills could be taught to someone my age.

Yeah I am depressed. Yeah I am getting the best treatment a person who works at McDonald's and has no health insurance can get. And once I get my meds refilled all desire for human interaction will subside. I don't think there is a person on this board who actualy believes I should seek out a relationship.

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Well sir that seems to be someone else's problem.