I got called a mistake by my real father. I had to give him a bill from my orthopedist <I was looking into having hip replacement surgery when I was 15.> He told me that I should have been born perfect, that I should have been born a boy, and that if I hadn't been such a mess, my parents never would have gotten divorced.

I haven't spoken to him in over 16 years, but it still hurts. My stepdad walked me down the aisle when I got married.

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with deep long french kisses

roxy