Congratulations on your change of how you look at yourself!!! Allow yourself to adjust to that in as many ways as possible, it will send out a more positive vibe to the people around you and I think you might find it amazing how things begin to change .... in the meantime, I'd just like to say that I'm very pleased for you that you've managed to begin to see yourself in a better light ... that isn't an easy transition and it takes work! Great job!!!! (((((Belial))))