Sorry if this doesn't make sense.

For a long time I was convinced I was hideously ugly and boring. I'm no longer convinced of this, but I'm having problems reconciling this with my apparent inability to attract women. So, what is it women are looking for? And where are they looking? Cause I can't find any that will give me much more than the time of day, and those that will don't want to be anything more than a buddy - which is nice, but that still leaves a hole.....

Anyway, I'll shut up now and leave myself open to any suggestions you might have.

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I want to know everything
I want to be everywhere
I want to fuck everyone in the world
I want to do something that matters